Abuse

Im going to start out by saying abuse in not right by anymeans! If you know anyone that gets abused by their spouse or parents contact someone!


  I grew up with abuse all my life it seems like! My mother was abused by every man she got with until now my stepdad brandon is a amazong person. If my mom wasnt getting beat my brothers and sisters were. Thats why when i grew up i always said ill never be with a man that hits me. Well, i lied i was with noahs dad 2 years and almost the whole 2 years was abused! I never said anything to anyone because i thought it was ok. I mean i seen my mom get hit all the time so it just seems like its normal. I was the ages of 16-18 when it all happened. Can you imagine being jus a teenager and getting hit! It messes you up emotionally. Finally after two years of the abuse which wasnt just hitting me but emotionally and menatally abusing too! I woke up and realized i dont need this or deserve this in mine or my sons life! I dont want him to grow up and think its alright like i did because its wrong. And to anyone reading this that has been abused rather it be hitting emotional mental or even sexual! You are to good to put up with that! Be smart and move on! You think they love you but thats not love youll find someone like i did that loves you for you and would never hit you!