A lil about me

To start off my name is Candice. I'm 18, I have a son named Noah. He was born 8/24/2010.


   When i was just 16 years old, I got into a serious realationship. Thats usually when teen girls are talking about crushes. Getting their license, shopping, having sleepovers. Not me i was settling down with a 25 year old man that I thought was perfect. (i'll tell that story later) It wasnt but 6 months after meeting him that i found out i was having his child. I was shocked & scared! And wondering how im going to complete my goals in life. Then i realized all that was over for now! On may 26th 2010 i found out that i was having a lil boy. Thats when reality set in that what everyone says is my life is now over. Thats also the day i was born, my niece was also born this day, and the day that the man i loved so much left me! We eventually worked things out got back together! Did the whole back and forth thing until are son was born. The day was 8/24/2010 the day when my whole life changed. I was in labor 16 hours, pushed for 2. Then i finally got to meet him! The lil man that was kicking and punching me all along. He was so beautiful i still couldnt believe he was mine it was so unreal. I didnt want to leave the hospital because i knew once we left he was really mine to keep. So, we finally went home after a couple days and it was like a perfect lil family. My son was perfect never really cried, slept threw the night, loved baths! Jus perfect! Then i think i got postpardum depression? Me and his father were always fighting i was always upset! I didnt want to do anything with noah for awhile. Then i told myself "Candice! You laid down and did the grown up now you got to do grown up things!!" Its not your sons fault he didnt asked to be brought in this world! Me and his father finally called it quits after all the cheating, lying, & abusing! Noah and I are pretty much on our own besides the fact we live with my mother! Hes wild and full of energy! I wouldnt trade one day with him. Hes def my world,and everything wrapped in it! Its crazy to think hell be 2 in jus a couple months. Seems like just yesterday i was in the hospital not believing my own reality! Now, it is my whole life:)